- All Glory to The Universe -
* Disorders into Dynamics *
- Learn To Proceed Without Certainty -
Mistakes and Basics - To Make Up, No Equals
- It’s All For -
- Always -
- ‘Till Dawn -
- All Days -
—- Inside Of Us; The Stars Who Have Sought Free Being -—
With New Ways To Observe Our Fights
There’s no better thing than having a problem worth solving
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I Have Conquered
* Ankylosing Spondilitis, towards the Rheumatoid Arthritis Spectrum of Symptom Manisfestation causing other detriments if left untreated *
** Antisocial-Narcissistic Borderline Histrionic Personality Disorder, Manifesting Partially Through The Avoidant, Paranoid, Bipolar, ADHD, PTSD, Depressive, and OCD Symptom Spectrums Additionally (Diagnosed by 2 Incredible Psychiatrists and 4 Different Fully Qualified Therapists; upon my own volition of deciding to go) **
*** Primary Retrograde Amnesia; With Some Minor Anterograde Amnesia Dynamics Present, Additionally ***
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- Moon Drunk Monsters -
— Beautiful And Strange —
—- Howl Your Melancholy Questions… -—
—— Then Tell Me ——
——- Which You Dread More -——
——— The Echoes; Or The Answers? ———
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- Open Your Eyes To Your Life; But Don’t Let It Eat You Alive -
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.Let Me Walk The Hottest.
..Let Me Work The Hardest..
…Every Word With Purpose…
….Every Day Holds Options….
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……Bathed In Pains, Lost Me…..
……Lifted Stains; Found You……
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**** No Nickels In My Wallet; But I Can Always Change ****
- So It Goes, I Said; To Live Another Day -
All Glory to The Universe
- Time Passes By So Fast; Keep Out Of The Same -
Foundations; Forever
Breakthroughs May Be Messy - But Massively Beneficial, Moreover
- Think Of Your Experiences As Sacred, Not Scary -
….Interests; not Insanity….
- Rule #9 -
- If You’re Not Ready; A Miracle Can Be As Terrifying As A Nightmare -
- Rule #8: -
As Long As There Is A Chance; There Is A Choice
- Rule #7: -
……Adaptations, Not Anxieties……
- Rule #6: -
….If You Actually Want A Result; Surrender….
- Rule #5: -
If there is no idea, then there is practice; and if there is no practice, there is study
- Rule #4: -
..Fuck What Simon Says; Go Direct Your Own Play..
- Rule #3: -
..Pay Attention To Significance..
- Rule #2: -
..Just Because Something Has Always Been; Does Not Mean It Must Continue To Be..
- Rule #1: -
..Take A Minute To Evolve..
- Pick Apart Problems -
* Objectify Your Inner States *
Ideas & Optimizations
?What’s Your I.O. Pathway?
…This section only exists to show the amount of effort it may require to change one’s self into the version you truly want…
…Here shows, and explains, my own necessary journey; to possibly aid yours…
…Your effort for change may require a similar persistence; nothing meaningful comes easy and perhaps it may even be painful…
Never Let Everything You Are Asked To Obey; Get In The Way Of Everything You Are Trying To Understand
Accomplish - Overcome - Enlightenment
- What’s Your AOE Like? -
Assess - Overachieve - Evolve
We learn how to fight; how to starve, and how to survive..
When others block our light; we learn to see beyond the stars….
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* New Ways To Observe Our Fights *
— I Personally Name These Processes This: —
The Dainyelecht’s Halitreph to Holtzclydian Finessed Algorithm
*** The Holtzclydian Finessed Choice Theory ***
- Myeleleinwaldronaxipathos Loophole -
(* MW Logophilisophicohedronous Backdoor *)
Malakai’s Grounded Gild Phenomena
The Mixolydian Toolbox
Mostromo’s Drift
(** The Nineteenth Labor **)
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:Weight of All Dysfunctions - Now Outside of My Mind:
(All Endeavors Total Weight)
* 273.34 Ounces = 17.08375 Pounds *
*** 1,615 Pages + 451 Loose “Sticky Note” Entries ***
- …Imagine This Weight On Top Of Your Own Head… -
- I feel like anyone is capable of getting used to living with that on top of them every single day -
Honor the materials you are using; by getting the most out of them objectively in your own way
Total Completed Endeavors:
29
The whole process boils down to this:
Ask Your Mind: “So What’s Wrong?” —> then, “What Else?” —> and also, “So What Now?” —> “What Else?” —> “What Next?” —> “So What Now?” —> “Anything Next?” —> “What Else Is Wrong?” —> “So What Next?” —> “Anything Left?” —> “Ok, So What Now?” —> “And?” —> “Is There Anything Left?” —> And then you go through those loops over and over and over and over again until your mind becomes still, feels better; then has trouble thinking of what hurts next….
A More Simple Solve Order: “What Next?” —> “What Now?”
“CBD Loophole” = Control Brings Distance
“MDM Algorithm” = Mistakes Define Mindfulness
Your Mind Will Absolutely Have Layers In It..
….True Change WILL BE Mentally Strenuous….
..Perhaps Even Painful..
- It’s amazing how much strength you have when your life is dangling right in front of your eyes -
?Do Your Sufferings Feel Of Shame?
- Put Your Armor On, Show Me How Strong You Are -
You Put Your Armor On, And Show Me That You Are
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The more we solve disordered energy within each of our own minds; the more our subconscious will be able to use it for all healing which we don’t have direct control over
- Every photo in this section contains completed thought research journals only -
Thought Research
I’m no doctor, or have any sort of meaningful medical credentials, but I strongly believe that there’s something to just writing out your train of thought and emotion as it all happens - to analyze yourself further, and to get everything out into reality so we can face it… The more we write about what we want to be and the goals we want to focus on, the more that our minds will pick up on it.. It’s hard to describe though, since I think everyone has a very specific method to sorting out the disorders / distress which may be in their mind.. Every single method is different, needing various kinds of care and compassion
I won’t be able to publicly show what’s inside these, because all of them contain incredibly personal information… I explore almost every area of my mind that I can both imagine and be aware of…
In this picture:
08/04/20-12/27/20 | 59PGS | All Black New Nomads Journal | 10.6 Ounces - 9.9 Ounces = .7 Ounces "WOT"/"WIE"
10/06/20-01/22/21 | 94PGS | Continental Leather Compostion Book | 14.3 Ounces - 9.8 Ounces = 4.5 Ounces "WOT"/"WIE"
01/22/21-01/26/21 | 72PGS | Continental Orange Composition Book | 8.5 Ounces - 8 Ounces = .5 Ounces "WOT"/"WIE"
01/26/21-02/06/21 | 92PGS | Continental Blue Composition Book | 13.1 Ounces - 9.8 Ounces = 3.3 Ounces "WOT"/"WIE"
02/08/21-03/11/21 | 75PGS | Black 8x10 Notebook | 10.5 Ounces - 9 Ounces = .5 Ounces "WOT"/"WIE"
03/13/21-03/28/21 | 35PGS | Mystery Red W Spiral Journal | 15.9 Ounces - 14 Ounces = 1.9 Ounces "WOT"/"WIE"
04/10/21-04/13/21 | 40PGS | Miliko Journal | 4.3 Ounces - 3.9 Ounces = .4 Ounces "WOT"/"WIE"
04/14/21-04/23/21 | 40PGS | Miliko Journal | 4.1 Ounces - 3.9 Ounces = .2 Ounces "WOT"/"WIE"
04/24/21-04/30/21 | 40PGS | Miliko Journal | 4.3 Ounces - 3.9 Ounces = .4 Ounces "WOT"/"WIE"
Only 04/30/21 | 12PGS | Extremely thin purple spiral notebook | 2.2 Ounces - 2 Ounces = .2 Ounces "WOT"/"WIE"
04/30/21-05/07/21 | 61PGS | Blue 8x10 Notebook | 8.5 Ounces - 8 Ounces = .5 Ounces "WOT"/"WIE"
05/07/21-05/14/21 | 40PGS | Miliko Journal | 4.2 Ounces - 3.9 Ounces = .3 Ounces "WOT"/"WIE"
05/15/21-05/26/21 | 56PGS | Purple 8x10 Notebook | 7.9 Ounces - 7.5 Ounces = .4 Ounces "WOT"/"WIE"
06/09/21-09/23/21 | 96PGS | Castelli Milano Hexagon Journal | 13.7 Ounces - 3.2 Ounces = 10.5 Ounces "WOT"/"WIE"
Total Weight of All 14 Endeavors Above:
122.1 Ounces Total Weight
24.3 Ounces Ink Weight "WOT"/"WIE"
Books of Shadow Project
**Base Weight Per Unwritten Journal: 170grams**
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To Calculate The “Written Out Thoughts (WOT)” / “Weight of Ink Energy (WIE)” :
(Completed Weight - Base Weight = “WOT”/”WIE” (Weight Being Carried Within Your Mind - Which Is Now Out Of You))
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Easing this weight off your mind, and into the physical world instead, is what I think will greatly influence the positive health you may need.
.It’s Time To Set Your Heart On Fire.
- Kill Your Demons, Kill Them Dead -
* In Your Mirror, In Your Bed <—> In Your Heart, In Your Head *
..When You Inevitably Make It Out Alive; Hold That Bloody Head Up High..
….And Wow; You Will Look Amazing In Red….

10/05/21-02/17/22 | 96PGS | 15.94 Ounces - 6 Ounces = 9.94 Ounces "WOT"/"WIE"

02/19/22-05/08/22 | 96PGS | 14.4 Ounces - 6 Ounces = 8.4 Ounces "WOT"/"WIE"

05/17/22-08/03/22 | 96PGS | 12.4 Ounces - 6 Ounces = 6.4 Ounces "WOT"/"WIE"

08/06/22-12/24/22 | 96PGS | 17.6 Ounces - 6 Ounces = 11.6 Ounces "WOT"/"WIE"

"An Analysis Of All My Worries" - Started: 12/03/2020 10:30PM - Finished: 12/03/2020 11:41PM - Mounted To Paper: 11/13/2024 12:49PM

"A Study Of My Attention" - Started: 12/05/2020 9:37PM - Finished: 12/05/2020 11:49PM - Mounted To Paper: 11/13/2024 12:52PM

"A Study Of OCD" - Started: 12/03/2020 12:20AM - Finished: 12/03/2020 8:45PM - Mounted To Paper: 11/13/2024 12:58PM
- The Curse of Small Desires; Easily Acquired -
- Breath - Posture - Control -
Thought Potions
This is similar to thought research in how I write; but instead I try to fill up a whole sticky note with thoughts specific to a certain targeted feeling… You can store these thought notes in however fashion you desire, but I decided to use a large clear jar to make a “Grand Thought Potion” for my own specific needs on this journey
In this Jar: 362 Entries
Total Weight: 27.3 Ounces
At the end of the day, these methods are meant to be for you only - Don’t impose any restrictions on yourself that take away the fun from it… And also don’t take it too seriously either; your goal is to help your self and your inner child heal in some way; which may truly take lots of time, and many different approach attempts.. Think of it like creating something - do what feels objectively most beneficial and fun at the same time to contribute toward your goal… Solve your problem like one does with a math equation - there is a specific formula within yourself that will objectively work, while still being objectively healthy… Strange disorders will have strange ways of finding its order again… Trust the effort you will have to give…
- No Use Holding On, Because; Nothing Stays The Same -
Things Change
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- Pick, Don’t Pinch - Scratch, Don’t Squeeze -
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Wishing Globe - 52 Entries - 4.7 Ounces
Are you for Solutions, or Silly Spectacles?

A New Beginning

18 Entries - 1.7 Ounces

19 Entries - 1.7 Ounces

Power of Growth

"Book of Resolutions" 160PGS | 12/28/2022-04/24/2023 | 18.3 Ounces - 3.5 Ounces = 14.8 Ounces "WOT"/"WIE"

"Book of Eternal" 160 PGS | 05/01/2023-12/10/2023 | 19.5 Ounces - 3.5 Ounces = 16 Ounces "WOT"/"WIE"

"uMethod" 81PGS | 12/30/2023-02/13/2025 | 15.4 Ounces - 8.78 Ounces = 6.62 Ounces "WOT"/"WIE"

"Codependency Workbook" 15 Pages | 09/17/2024-09/17/2024 | 2.3 Ounces
Drain Your Brain
- Then Take Your Throne -
* Unstoppable Today *
- The 10 Ancestral Tenets -
*** Do Not Taint These With Your Actions As Others Have ***
Evolve